Christina Marie Ashmole.
Bristol.

(via narcosis)

Today I made 12 banana bread muffins. I’m pretty sure I’ve eaten at least 7. 

Went on holiday with some friends.
Drank, ate, played games, walked, touched great moss

Went on holiday with some friends.
Drank, ate, played games, walked, touched great moss

This is what I look like 75% of the time.Forever in a blanket. Am I my mom? 

This is what I look like 75% of the time.
Forever in a blanket. Am I my mom? 

Any advice for the anxious?

Not that I’m actually requesting or expecting actual answers. I’m just sending it out there hoping that I will get a sign from the universe. You know like something that will bring about self assurance or just the magical ability to just not give a shit.

I haven’t always been this anxious, but nowadays I worry over the smallest things especially socially.  With friends, do I go for a hug or a straight up hello/goodbye head nod? When meeting new people, do I go for a hand shake or leave it at a wave. Do I Offer to pay for their coffee or go Dutch? 

Maybe it’s not so much anxiety but instead not having confidence in my actions. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not always a nervous wreck (maybe I am) but if something/someone matters to me the tiniest bit (and I mean tiny), I over analyse and try to predict the outcome of a situation before it even happens.

I used to think I had really good social skills, I’m not sure where they went. Who knew that was a skill you could lose? But like I mentioned earlier, it might not be that I have lost the skills, I’ve just lost the ability to not give a shit and let things happen.

So here’s to not giving a shit! 

In other news… I’m going to Glastonbury this year for the first time!

annnd I will be going on the coach by myself….so hopefully my social skills are back by then or else i will be pretending to be asleep the entire way there.

free-parking:

Sanja Iveković, Rastavljena, 2007

free-parking:

Sanja IvekovićRastavljena, 2007

Impressive cacti collection

Impressive cacti collection

i-love-art:

Frida Kahlo

i-love-art:

Frida Kahlo

(Source: nickdrake)