So today I had a day off where i had plans to buy shoes (I know), and get me some new glasses. My current ones are scratched and scuffed to shit.
But couldn’t do any of those because my brain decided it wanted out and I had the most uncomfortable amount of pressure in my head. It was not pleasant. Anyways, so now its 7pm, I’ve done nothing other than be in bed. I’ve texted my sister to bring me ice cream.
I think my body is failing me, and I don’t blame it. I’ve been working…and that’s about it. Not to say that I have been working loads of hours but lately its been work and home. Work and home. I haven’t worked out in so long. That needs to change. Need to incorporate a bit of yoga back in again. But more importantly I haven’t done anything creative in a while and I feel my soul is dying.
Also, I never know what to do with my free time when I’m alone.
Anyways, what I think i’m trying to tell myself is to get off my ass, and do stuff that you want to do FOR YOU.
I wrote this days ago. Wow, I was being dramatic.
Also, have I mentioned that I am forever terrified of posting things on tumbr/twitter? But I will try to post more